Has been a long long long time that I did not update my blog! Today is the first day of 2010! 2009 was end as such in the whole year I am really very hardworking in my job and position... I am really to trying to work hard to fight my plan and my future! I feel that no matter how hard I try how was I expend all the thing but at the what I get?
Unfortunate my grandmother has left us, 
I feel that I am ashamed that I have never bring her to go out having delicious food... and I did not really always to accompany by her side... until I really have the ability everything is late ...
Grandmother take care of me growing up start from I am a kid until now I am adult... I am really love my grandma and I also very respect her.... Grandma is the best in the world... and she is very pretty.... "Po Po" I am really miss you...
Remember the last time that I saw my grandma she already ailing.... I received my aunt call to ask me to find medicine....grandma diarrhea... but that day is Sunday all the pharmacy was closed... I can't find any medicine to help my grandma... at the end my aunt brought her to Sunway hospital... then I hurry go back to grandma house... when grandma saw me she was crying and ask where I go?..... I saw grandma cry I thought she stomach is pain and she was touched cause saw me... I know grandma is very loving me this granddaughter.... I really thought she will be ok.... cause when grandma discharged she still very happy and she also disease is cured... grandma just discharged one day... suddenly midnight she was again diarrhea.... we hurry call ambulance... when sent to the hospital grandma suddenly heart attack... doctor can't save grandma... It really so suddenly that I have losing my lovely grandma....
我真得很努力很努力去做好我自己... 无论对家人还是我的另一伴我真的付出得真的很多很多但是我得到的是很伤心和死心... 有些事真的很难说...说了出来也没人了解... 所以我不方便说也不想太多人知道我在这家里真的过很不开心.... 朋友也没有一个可以听我苦诉....
Today is my grandmother passed away 100 days. . . Get up early to follow uncle, aunt went to Nilai Memory Park to 祭拜婆婆... the chinese call " 旺 山"
I am really very painful and sad, I lock in the room, and began to cry .... I really miss my grandmother....婆婆我真得很爱你
唯一一张外婆抱着小时的我笑得最灿烂的笑容！
最近忙着找工。。。
